人生やり直しー

I had unknowingly
created a whole universe
meant to protect my fragile heart
from all the darkness and impurities
that I had so feared cloaked this world
I did not realise that in my attempt
to shield myself from all of the horror stories,
whispered in lonely corridors between silently broken souls,
too young to truly comprehend, never truly understanding
That the shield was not protecting me, but rather blinding me from all the possible moments of joy that I could have basked in as the paranoia, so strong and binding, had me lost in a foggy maze of my own mind that I could no longer
see the beauty of being able to live and love
to laugh and breathe
I was not able to see
That the only way to live in bliss
Was to live unprotected, unshielded, ungaurded.
Only then does life present you with chances of happiness for one must experience their deepest fears from time to time, breaking into your chained up door step.
For they teach you the most indispensable lesson of all
do we get granted true insight into,
no matter how small it may seem insignificant at first glance,
at the purest joy in the world.
When the value of any moment under the sun warmed my heart,
the purest joy in the world is only truly appreciated when life seems at its cruelest,
that the value of any moment in the sun is so much more understood only when you are beaten and torn,
crawling out of your nightmare, weak, and scared,
only to feel the blessed light when you take a shaky breath
and lift your face up high
and finally allow yourself to be engulfed by the glorious warmth.
Fully filling your heart only because you survived the worst and can now see all the bliss and all the love that can only be truly felt,
after unweilding your shield, crawling out of the deepest pits of hell,
and finally, learning the art of appreciation,
for all that has been waiting for you…All this time, is right there
If you allow it in.

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