Your song plays on repeat And as I close my eyes Feeling my heartbeat Changing along with the beat of your music I can almost hear your laugh Or smell the lingering scent of tobacco It shakes me to the core I’ve been left to wonder why How you left us all behind If my words somehow reach you I… Read more →
grief
A Poem to my Rapist
His name came up with a message full of little smileys and those dumb emojis Vile mouth coos it must be fate Last year he apologized For what? For not calling If my body wasn’t shivering so much in this hot weather, I would have screamed until my throat tore apart What a nice scenario, if only But my… Read more →
Dealing with the “G” word.
I’ve spent the last 8 months trying to understand grief, trying to understand and wrap my head around what death is, and trying to move on. Trying to understand the hush hush world of the “G” word that people avoid. My father died very unexpectedly, on the night before my parents were to hop on a plane to start a… Read more →
Lets Be Honest.
Lets be honest, I am not doing as well as I wish I was. Losing my dad was like losing half my heart. Losing my dad was like losing my reasons to keep going. I relived his death last night in a dream, and I woke up crying, I woke up missing him so much. Lets be honest, I will… Read more →
I miss you, but I’ll be okay.
When you lose someone precious, you start to find a lot of comfort in nature. You spend excessive amounts of time looking at the sky, you notice the butterflies and the birds, you really feel each breeze. Maybe because we all hope that the person we lost may not be in the same form anymore, but that they’re now a… Read more →